A jacked up christmas

To start off the day i got woke up at 7 am and then when i finally woke up to find out my mom had lost her ipod and we had to tear up the room to look for it. We looked everywhere in the house and in the car. Finally we settled on the idea that some...

Emotions

If we could wish our feelings away we would be robots, If love didnt exist we could live in the dark ages.     Emotions are a curse and a blessing, they help and strengthen us, but also weaken us. When your blinded by love you cant see whats ahead of...

The ah-ha moment

Today I realized that every one has an opinion, wrong or right its all they have. For me to improve I have to remove my emotions out of the situation. People can be a pain in the butt, but I cant make their issues my issues any more.

Life is Just Beginning

Some times we feel like we are at our ends whit but we are really just moving in a new direction. Change can be scary, but when we embrace some thing new we open up a new chapter in our lives. You have to take risks in order to learn who you are. Take...

Dear Creator

Dear God, Thank you for ever day you give me to live and breathe in this vast universe;  For the courage to speak your word to all with out fear. To know that with out faith we would all be lost because only you give us the way on which to walk....

I Want to be A Kid

Words can not define what a misery my life has turned into, so many downs and not enough ups. Its a daily nightmare that I must wake up and live in. If I could just block out the last 4 years of my life I would  probably live in a bubble of unicorns...

Pain

Pain; It never ends until you die it keeps coming at you like a falling comet out the sky. You question your owe desire to even go through it all because  you start to wonder is there ever a pot of a gold at the end of the rainbow? Why are they happy...

Up All Morning

from like 6:30 am I've been drifting in and out of sleep first it was to use the restroom and then I got to talk to my mom and then i started to clean up to stop being so anxious about my mom being the hospital and me not being there to see her. I...

Stress & More Stress

Ever since my grandmother fell Ive had added stress put upon me, before that I was in a transition to change schools once again. Its like I never get to rest or do anything for myself. Its a battle to get through the day with out feeling like I need...

Searching

Every where I go I feel like a black sheep, I feel like life is passing me by; Like a kite that I can never quite catch. I wish I had a map telling where to go next, how to get to where I belong. This year I'm going to college so maybe just maybe it...

Such Gloom

I looking out my window  all I see is gray, an hour earlier it was raining and I'm still so sleepy. I was coughing do badly my mom gave me like three cough drops to settle it down. There was no way I was going to go to tutoring in such weather,...

The Beauty That Lives Within

So much of the world is based on what you look like and what you wear, is it designer? Its so blah blah blah. I try not to judge a book by its covers but we all do it. Girls trying to be skinny because society loves skinny. Make-Up some times doesn't...

Why T.V. Is Bad

First off there is way too many reality shows around, Its just talentless people acting like fools (Jersey Shore) I think if we stepped away from the television we'd have more time to do what matters and not be a couch potato. Another reason...

Just Say No

Peer pressure is huge when your a teen, if your not like everybody else its like your from another planet or no fun. I don't drink, I don't smoke and don't have sex. But not doing all those things don't make me boring and If people think I'm not cool...

Family Hardships

Family is suppose to be an unbreakable bond of people who come together with love, support, and happiness. But in my house its a battle over every little thing in the entire world. There could be a fire blazing threw the room and they could still be...