from like 6:30 am I've been drifting in and out of sleep first it was to use the restroom and then I got to talk to my mom and then i started to clean up to stop being so anxious about my mom being the hospital and me not being there to see her. I must have dark circles like a 40 year old, not that 40 is old (laughs). Plus I've been sleeping in some weird positions and drooling and i rarely drool its just gross! The weather completely matches my mood plain gray. Besides my mom being in the hospital so is my uncle, who is blind and diabetic .....I don't even know why I'm typing those out I'm running on like fumes at this point. Will I ever sleep right again?